Today is the music banquet! I'm so nervous about it. I never really go to stuff like this really, but my friend begged me to go and she even paid for me... so she gave me no choice. But what really makes me nervous is that the guy that I like is going and idk.. He might be there with someone else, and I might feel a bit jealous. (nah, j/k) But maybe I might, cuz he's the guy that I started to like ever like since i broke up with my ex- boyfriend, cuz he wasn't treating me right. Always teasing me about being the death of people. He was talking about me behind my back, and you just don't say that to your girlfriend you know? But this guy seems funny and nice. I just can see it kind of, and him being my brother's friend, my brother confirms that he's a nice guy. I hope that everything turns out okay, and it's fun.